Something from TODAY ...

I have just talked to my boyfriend... Not good news....

I just want to show him that I can change, and it hurts everytime I see him hurt because of the fact that I can't change....

But wait... I do some things differently now, I speak differently, I think differently even my walk has changed; but he says it's not enough I should do more and more and more.... 

I do want to do things really want to!

So for the very fucking 1 000 000 time I'm gonna forget that I was one day depressed, that I had all these fucked up experiences AND move forward , SAY YES TO LIFE!!!